WHAT YOU'VE BEEN DOING
You've been urgent so long you've forgotten what important smells like.
An entire world is arranged to keep you sprinting: the quarter, the cadence, the calendar carved into fifteen-minute blocks, the meeting booked to plan the meeting. Everyone you know is 'slammed', and being slammed has quietly become a way of saying you matter. Myrrh does not participate. It hardened into a tear on a hillside over years, and will not now hurry for a Tuesday.
The inbox resets like a tide that never once goes out.
